long story short- I hate my current job. It's very stressful. I've been applying for new jobs, and I was so happy to hear back from a recruiter Wednesday. Well, another candidate was chosen and the recruiter was nice, got back to me, and told me another candidate was chosen.
I'm beyond depressed. I already suffer from anxiety and depression, and I'm just devastated. It was back home, too, which makes it worse for me.
I'm not even sure I could have moved that far. But I really wanted the chance.