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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsOhio BLM Activist MarShawn McCarrel II Commits Suicide Outside Statehouse:
Around 3 p.m. Monday, a cryptic message was left on the Facebook page of Ohio Black Lives Matter activist MarShawn M. McCarrel II: "My demons won today. I'm sorry."
Around 6 p.m. that day, McCarrel's body was found outside the front door of the Ohio Statehouse, the Columbus Dispatch reports. It's believed that McCarrel died of a self-inflicted gunshot wound, although no one witnessed the shooting. He was pronounced dead at the scene.
The 23-year-old activist was instrumental in organizing protests in Ohio after the death of Ferguson, Mo., teenager Michael Brown in 2014.
According to the New York Daily News, McCarrel founded the "youth mentorship program Pursuing Our Dreams, which launched Feed the Streets, a project to help Ohio's homeless." Earlier this year, McCarrel was named one of Radio One's Hometown Champions, an award given to community activists.
"He is selfless and will give his last in order to make sure others don't go without, read a nomination page for the Hometown Champions Award. "MarShawn has come so far in life and has inspired so many people to help others."
On Friday, McCarrel attended the NAACP Image Awards with his mother, according to the Daily News.
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http://www.theroot.com/articles/news/2016/02/ohio_blm_activist_marshawn_mccarrell_ii_commits_suicide_outside_statehouse.html
winter is coming
(11,785 posts)2pooped2pop
(5,420 posts)MuseRider
(34,384 posts)May he rest in peace.
snooper2
(30,151 posts)sadoldgirl
(3,431 posts)2naSalit
(92,969 posts)irisblue
(34,333 posts)SamKnause
(13,836 posts)femmedem
(8,445 posts)Sometimes people aren't able to see their own worth.
I've lost someone I loved to suicide, as I'm sure many other DUers have. So often the people who suffer the most have the most empathy and the most to offer the world.
Voice for Peace
(13,141 posts)The most fragile ones
Know how it feels to be
broken over and over.
The broken with their
Cracks and wounds,
Holding together by breath alone:
Through those fragile openings come
The sorrows of the world.
It is too much.
The broken ones can feel it all.
They feel for you and me,
And those who can not feel at all.
For babies lost in wars, for
Bullied children, victims of
Cruel lies, a world gone cold
And hard, too hard.
Exhaustion from a thousand
Tries, a thousand and one fails,
An empty bottle of glue says
No more fixes.
Don't apologize my brother
It's not your fault, not at all.
Judi Lynn
(162,453 posts)valerief
(53,235 posts)It's probably not difficult to post on someone's Facebook page, especially if you work for a covert group.
Clearly a black ops mission. "Spin up the bird, boys! We gotta go whack a low level BLM supporter"
justiceischeap
(14,040 posts)which happens all too often.
valerief
(53,235 posts)Wouldn't there have been a longer period of depression before the suicide?
justiceischeap
(14,040 posts)I struggle with depression daily and depending on what kind of depression you have (if this was indeed caused by depression) it can hit you harder on some days than others. And the thing about depression is that it's always with you, it never goes away, it's just more manageable at times than others--even when on medication.
LiberalArkie
(16,566 posts)and slap you in the face very quickly with some. I took some meds and actually got over it until I turned 66 and one day it hit me again and it took me a little bit to realize it was not real. One a person finds out it isn't really something taking to you, it becomes easier to ignore.
I am sorry it still happens to people, if it was more in the open and discussed in movies and such people would not freak out. They could know that they need to go to a doctor. Who wants to tell someone they hear voices?
JI7
(90,659 posts)have an outward happy appearance but still be feeling horrible from depression.
lostnfound
(16,673 posts)And gotten some solace and healing.
Rest in peace young man. And heartfelt condolences to the mother.
TipTok
(2,474 posts)Quick... Down to the tin foil bunker!
He sounded like a special person. Big loss to all of us.
RIP
jwirr
(39,215 posts)struggle.
Condolences to his mother and friends.
progressoid
(50,759 posts)GreatGazoo
(3,962 posts)Peace Patriot
(24,010 posts)He was obviously suffering from depression ("my demons won" . He did the very best he could do to overcome that depression--helping others! Instead, it seems like the blasted lives of those whom he was helping got inside his head and combined with some inner demons to end in his death.
It is not just sad. It is not just a terrible waste. It is something worse--something deeply angering to me. My guess is that there are no clinics where he lives; no psychiatrists; no psychologists; none of the formal medical help that a decent society provides for people suffering depression or other illnesses. It's possible that he refused personal help, but I doubt that any was available. It's probable that it didn't even occur to him to want help, because none has EVER been available to the poor and the black.
And where were the well-off and the rich and the powerful when this generous young man was taking the burdens of the poor upon himself? How have we become a society with homeless people, homeless families, our veterans, our sick littering our streets like so much trash from our Korporate Kulture? Where were the idiots paying $5,000 for a seat at the Super Bowl (average price!), partying their lives away while our gladiators bash each other into early Alzheimer's?
It is just horrible when our young give up hope. And most of our politicians in both parties have seen that they do. There is really no hope for the poor in this KK society. There is no bootstrap to pull yourself up with!
It is not easy to HAVE hope, given what our society has become. And our young are the most vulnerable to this new and awful reality.
I mourn for MarShawn M. McCarrel II. I mourn and I seethe.
Downwinder
(12,869 posts)Where and what is the statement? It deserves to be heard. Someone will have to find that. It should not be swept away.
angrychair
(9,767 posts)bravenak
(34,648 posts)k8conant
(3,034 posts)Delphinus
(12,148 posts)hibbing
(10,402 posts)SleeplessinSoCal
(9,693 posts)After hearing Macklemore and Ryan Lewis perform 'White Privilege II' on Colbert last night, it is all the more tragic to see this self destruction of a wise voice in a culture war. Especially when all the media attention is focused on their boys in New Hampshire.
RIP MarShawn McCarren II
brer cat
(26,346 posts)ybbor
(1,605 posts)May he rest in peace, free from his demons. Depression sucks!
May his light live on through all those he touched.
polly7
(20,582 posts)Strength and comfort to all family and friends.
Jackilope
(819 posts)... the undercurrent is sometimes too strong a force. Heart breaking for him and those who love him and are inspired by him.
LittleBlue
(10,362 posts)RIP
Uncle Joe
(60,207 posts)GoCubsGo
(33,080 posts)Duppers
(28,249 posts)Stellar
(5,644 posts)Phentex
(16,522 posts)May he rest in peace.
jkbRN
(850 posts)SammyWinstonJack
(44,166 posts)NurseJackie
(42,862 posts)Sending peace and strength to his family and friends.
magical thyme
(14,881 posts)geardaddy
(25,353 posts)TIME TO PANIC
(1,894 posts)peace13
(11,076 posts)You gave it your best. I am so sorry for your pain.
fredamae
(4,458 posts)etherealtruth
(22,165 posts)In a very sad way this is like the self immolation of Buddhist Monks .... I look at his young face and want to weep.
bluedigger
(17,149 posts)LongTomH
(8,636 posts)Duval
(4,280 posts)AnotherDreamWeaver
(2,886 posts)Odin2005
(53,521 posts)AngryAmish
(25,704 posts)Blueguyinthesky
(54 posts)Blue_Tires
(56,028 posts)r.i.p.
GeorgeGist
(25,433 posts)MH1
(18,186 posts)He sounds like the kind of person we need more of, not fewer.