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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsA Vietnam Vet`s brain surgery is over.
About three weeks ago, my long-time companion, a Vietnam Veteran, had surgery to remove the cancer which had spread to his brain. He was diagnosed over three years ago with lung, lymph node and liver cancer, most likely the result of Agent Orange, according to the VA. He has seen it all....chemotherapy, full-brain radiation, pinpoint radiation, and finally brain surgery.
This vet is an independent critter, always doing his own thing in his own way. He never asked for help. If his van broke down, he fixed it. If he needed a tool he didn`t have, he made it. He is a genius at making something out of nothing, and for him, "making do" was something to be proud of. His resourcefulness and love for working with his hands were two great partners. He made our bird feeders, our garden gate, a pair of brass bookends, a six-foot insect for our lawn. He built lamps out of pieces and parts, made mobiles, and this summer he made a wooden card with a beautiful "sort-of" cardinal for my birthday. By this time, he was failing fast...the tumor had doubled in seven months and he was struggling to just go down our three porch steps. The only thing that forced my tears back was the determined look on his face. We can do this. So, I helped him with a buzz cut. He wanted to do that before a pre-surgery prep team did. We chuckled at our juvenile sense of being first. It was sort of an ice breaker for what was to come. Less than twenty-four hours after surgery he was sitting in a chair....with an "I`m alive" grin. When I saw that old sparkle, I forgot the bandages.
While he was in rehab, he repaired a light chain over his bed, invented his own "neurological exercises", then told those in charge he was going home, which he did. I marvel at how hard he`s trying to recover.
This has changed us forever, in ways I can`t explain. We talk about clouds and how good cranberry juice tastes. We talk about things smaller than dots and things larger than life. We don`t watch the clock or jump every time the phone rings. Sometimes we just sit together and stare out the window. It`s all so precious.
I thought about former President Jimmy Carter before I started typing tonight. And I thought about all the vets who are struggling. I thought about courage and dignity, about bravery and sacrifice. I thought about all we`ve seen over the past three years. Believe me, there are people out there that could teach most of us a thing or two.
He ain`t heavy, he`s my brother......indeed.
Autumn
(45,042 posts)My love to you and your Vietnam Vet.
AuntPatsy
(9,904 posts)malaise
(268,885 posts)Rec. Tell your friend I send a hug
herding cats
(19,558 posts)It's one of those rare moments when I wish I could recommend a post multiple times. Thank you for sharing this story with us!
kelliekat44
(7,759 posts)passiveporcupine
(8,175 posts)Thank you for this beautiful gift.
niyad
(113,232 posts)a friend is going through the hoops with VA right now to get treatment for her agent orange husband. I marvel at their endurance and spirit, as I do yours and your partner's. tears.
Overseas
(12,121 posts)GGJohn
(9,951 posts)get well brother, we're pulling for you.
KT2000
(20,572 posts)I am wishing you both more of the precious time together.
madokie
(51,076 posts)Hang in there bro', we can win this one too.
PumpkinAle
(1,210 posts)and thank you for sharing your story............. your brother is amazing.
unapatriciated
(5,390 posts)What a loving post.
brer cat
(24,555 posts)and very moving post. I hope you and your companion enjoy many content hours sitting together.
Stinky The Clown
(67,786 posts)"He ain't heavy. He's my brother."
Yes. Yes, indeed.
ancianita
(36,017 posts)LiberalAndProud
(12,799 posts)You are both brave and marvelous.
Duppers
(28,117 posts)His courage is amazing, you both are amazing.
Typing with a lump in my throat, I must say your recount of your partner's courage and dignity, along with Pres. Carter's, has taught me a thing or two. Thank you for posting this.
The Wizard
(12,541 posts)pinboy3niner
(53,339 posts)I'm glad to hear he came through that ordeal with flying colors. I know it's not over, and I wish you both the best with his continued recovery.
cyberswede
(26,117 posts)Lovely post. Best wishes to you both!
ladyVet
(1,587 posts)I hope recovery goes well and you have many more years together.
My ex is going through the process of seeing if he will get any compensation for his Agent Orange exposure, but I don't know what has been happening lately. As far as I know, he does have health issues which may be related to the exposure, but no cancer.
As a fellow veteran, though a few years behind him, I stand in awe of his courage and strength. Hail and well-met, brother.
USAF Sgt., 1977 - 1981
PatrickforO
(14,570 posts)sarge43
(28,941 posts)For your remarkable friend:
For you:
DirkGently
(12,151 posts)MADem
(135,425 posts)Your friend's story came to life with that post.
At the end of the day, there's nothing like the very good company of those we love.
Demeter
(85,373 posts)And when the time comes, a blessed passing.
Dont call me Shirley
(10,998 posts)tinkerbelle
(38 posts)thank you for sharing something so personal and moving. I love the part about sitting and looking out the window together. Hope you have many more days to cherish one another.
dumbcat
(2,120 posts)I'm not normally a very sentimental type guy, but I really enjoyed your post.
pnwmom
(108,973 posts)madamvlb
(495 posts)Syzygy321
(583 posts)and lucky to have each other.