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Not in a terribly personal way, but we were members of the same forum for roughly a year, and I got a lot of time to watch his gradual descent farther and farther into his pathology. All the news channel discussion about the VT killer's screeds strongly reminded me of the stuff that the other fellow used to post all the time.
The truth is that despite all the interest, particularly among the media, in what this package may "tell us" about the killer, most of the content is likely meaningless, at least to outsiders. Individuals with schizophrenic tendancies like this man obviously had, particularly when they're allowed to progress to this point, split off from reality and start to develop their own sort of secret pathological language, where particular words, phrases, or symbols can be imbued with a meaning which makes sense only in the individual's mind. The person is, in effect, having a conversation with themself, and their language and writings are reflections of the fantasies being played out in their mind. You can sometimes glean bits of the underlying psychology out of it, but the vast majority of the time, it's simply the meaningless acting-out of the person's disease. These letters and videos aren't likely to show any more than that, and it's simply a waste trying to examine them for that which might in some way make sense out of the whole incident.
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