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against is all it takes. i saw it in spring of 92 just after 9/11. i was 42, two kids 5 and 8, and husband, on the way to florida for a week. a town of about 200k. and airport that is small, local employees. going thru sec i was pulled and set to the side. i was asked how i was this morning and i said, this is a bunch of crap. i know many dont mind holding arms out and being swept. i do. the very core of who i am says, i am not criminal, i should not be standing there with my arms out. this is wrong. i am offended. (a lot of people embrace, i am just not a lot of people. i am allowed to not be the other. not punishment by death)
the woman told me to wait there and goes to the head dude. a cop comes over and stands a foot from me. the top sec male gets two inches from my face. i am an aggressive kinda gal, i know what it is for a person to walk in my space. am i going to pretend otherwise. do i lower my eyes, pee my pants????
and we stand there
a little more
finally i say, am i done???
the man says i understand you have a problem. now really the "this is a bunch of crap" didnt really reg. i wasnt angry, didnt have enough coffee yet, and just taking care of the kids,.....all their excitement and getting them thru.
i say, ya... this is a bunch of crap. am i done
and he moves aside.
i see kids behind the table afraid.
sec is going thru their back packs. so i slide onto bench and the cop follows. asking whats up. kids eyes huge. these little ones got to experience death, 9/11 and war.....
going onto a fuckin airplane
(as a mama this is all huge ass bullshit. not what you do with little ones)
i asked why the cop was standing there.
the woman said right in front of my kids,...... i am protecting this woman from you.....
people think, this is in front of kids. that i am teaching.... life and how we interact ... yada yada
i bust up laughing, next to little one, letting him burrow into me and say, oh jonas, this woman is afraid of me..... can you beleive. in such amazement and smile and love
bullshit. that is bullshit.
i told the woman, treat us all like animals and we just might become.
this is important. this is the sign that tells us where we are, where we are going and what we create. may not seem like big deals, but all of these are big deals. they knew i was not a terrorist. it is as simple as that. never in history has a mother going to florida for a week, with whole family, taken down a plane. i dont care what MIGHT happen at this point. i think i have odds on my side i was not going to take down a plane and it is reasonable for me to expect these people to trust in that
they failed.
they abused
they intimidated, but geez,.... i just cannot be intimidated. i have to allow??? and i dont. so..... since i dont lower my eyes, are they allowed to take me out
today, yes.... they are allowed to take me out. and the people will support it. and at this point is when i say,...... when the gun is pointed at you, know.... your life can be taken, and people will not stand up for you
that is what we gave up
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