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Taverner Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-02-10 05:48 PM
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I am stepping down on Morphine today. This sucks.

It's either kick the pain meds, or kick the cannabis.

Since cannabis has done more for me than ANY opiate has, and the fact that I can grow my own Opium if I have to - I am quitting the Morphine

OMG, I want to die right now. I want to curl into a dark corner, take out a gun and shoot myself in the head. I won't. Trust me on that one.

I'm just trying to explain how much pain I'm in.

I used to be on 90mg of Morphine a day. Today I am only on 60mg.

This fucking sucks.

In two weeks I'll be on 30mg hopefully.

Did I mention this sucks?
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elleng Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-02-10 05:55 PM
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1. Thinking of you, Taverner.
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Taverner Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-02-10 06:02 PM
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2. Thanks! The worst part is knowing all that morphine is there
In the bottle, ready for me to take.

But when I run out, I run out - and I'm screwed if I do that.

Cannabis for me is not the same as Opiates or Alcohol. I pair O and A together because they both create the same kind of longings.

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I cannot give in

Giving in means weakness....
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