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Libido loss is not necessarily a normal part of menopause, and with the other irritable and stress related symptoms I'm hearing (you were a single parent for a year, there, right?) there may be something else going on - brain chemistry issues or adrenal function issues. To me, it sounds like combination of stress, changing hormones and possibly some other chemical imbalance. See a doctor, look at your blood chemical contents, and consider a drug that won't disturb your migraines (i.e. not an MAOI, but a tricyclic antidepressant or an SSRI.)
You should be talking to a therapist, as well, someone who has some experience in dealing with adult survivors of abuse and who focuses on present emotional health and future functionality rather than past impact. There's no reason that you have to spend your life controlled by events in your past or by your present reactions to them. They're your feelings - you own them, they don't own you. If you don't like having them or if they make your world harder to deal with, there are ways of learning to manage them. Look for someone who does cognitive-behavioral therapy.
And third, he needs to be talking to someone - a marriage counselor or minister or other paraprofessional - about how to argue effectively, be supportive in sickness and bad times, and how not to see the world in terms of control, coercion and insistence. If he needs release, he's got two hands. Duh. You don't declare that an insurance company of 15 years' standing is going out of business because the copier is out of paper -- you add more. Marriage is about far more than sex, and always has been. Obviously he has some frustrations that he's externalizing as well, and using your lack of interest as a wedge rather than voicing the underlying frustration. That's not a good way to handle what's going on.
Good luck.
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