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Edited on Wed Apr-06-05 01:38 PM by UCLA Dem
The name, idiopathic angiodema means "unexplained swelling."
In Feb. of 2004, after taking some aleve, I felt swelling in under my chin, in my throat, tongue and lips. It was fairly mild (in comparison to reactions some people have) and I have never gone into anaphylaxis or had to use my Epipen shot). I was still in college at the time and I ended up in the emergency room mid-terms week! In this first episode it was evident that I was swollen, but since then, no one else can tell when I'm swelling.
They originally thought it was just the aleve, gave me some benedryl and told me not to take any type of non-steroidal anti-inflammatory medications (i.e., advil, aleve, and asprin).
I discontinued any kind of advil, aleve etc, but the swelling continued off and on, happening at any time of day, no matter what I ate or how much sleep I got or what environment I was in (e.g., at home 50 miles away or at school). For the last 2 quarters of my undergraduate career I survived on benedryl and steroids. I've been to a couple allergists and am now working with an immunologist. She (as with the other doctors) thinks its an allergic reaction (verses something hormonal or related to my immune system), but to what I am allergic to she doesn't know. We do know however, that it doesn't seem to be a food, pet or common airborne allergy) I've been on a new medication (atarax, along with taking clariton, singulair and zantac; I only take benedryl as needed and do not take steroids)that seemed to be helped for the last week for so, but the swelling has come back in the last couple days. Needless to say I am very disappointed.
The condition is chronic and comes and goes. There have been times when I have been strong willed and determined enough to fight through the attacks without taking benedryl, which makes me feel horrible (i.e., tired and crappy), but sometimes I get so unnerved and overwhelmed, I give in and take it.
Some weeks are better than others. It has never cut off my breathing, but swelling around my throat still makes me very anxious. Plus, there's only a 50% chance they will even figure out what I am allergic to. That I really don't mind, I just want something that takes care of my symptoms. When I have swelling I just feel awful; swollen as well and anxious and scared. I've gotten to where I hate being alone because I'm afraid I won't be able to get help if I need it, and also because its harder for me to stay calm when I'm by myself. When others are around they help soothe me that I'm okay. A few times I've become very panicked and its so hard to calm myself down. I know I must sound like at big wimp, but its just awful and I don't want to feel scared or anxious anymore. Most times though, I manage to ride to the anxiety and keep composed, so I am functioning in my daily life just fine (i.e., going to work, shopping etc.)It does make me feel depressed at time because I feel completely helpless, no one seems to really know what the hell is wrong with me!
I was just wandering if anyone else has dealt with something similar to this and if you have some advice as to how to cope with it. I welcome any insight, whether it be to help cope with the condition or the anxiety and fear.
Thanks so much for listening.
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