john edwards told me they were drinking wine and things just happened!

[datasuspect]

i can't believe he cheated on me.

there is a black, pitiful hole where my heart once was. whenever i hear "it's hip to be square" (it was our song), i just fall to pieces and start bawling.

when i am curled up on the couch watching three stooges, eating pints of ben & jerry's coffee heath bar crunch all day, i am just seized with this longing for him, and the pain of the past. just thinking about when i met him on teevee in 2004, going back to that halcyon time when my life was spirited anew with the excitement of new found love.

and he cheated on me.

i think i will curl into a fetal position and chastise myself for being such a fool.

[XemaSab]

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