I'd ask for vibes....

[LeftyFingerPop]

but they won't work.

One of those days....in a bad way and alone.

So I'm posting crap in here, cos that's what I have.

Ah fuck it, think I'll go to bed and wake up on Tuesday. :-(

[LeftyFingerPop]

1. Jesus...

There is nothing worse then when someone cuts off communication with you. NOTHING is worse. It is a terrible thing to do to a person...and it makes you feel death, despair, and panic all rolled up into a nice little ball.

[TZ]

4. I understand..

I had someone do that to me last year......:hug:

[khashka]

11. self delete... dupe

[khashka]

12. It's a rotten thing to do

Why not just say "This isn't working for me, let's try to stay friends" ?

But you aren't alone. You have friends here and most of us have been through similar shit.

Hugs,
Khash.

[redwitch]

2. I am sorry you are having such a bad time and feel so alone.

:hug: I wish I could help.

[LeftyFingerPop]

3. Thanks for replying redwitch...

I got told today what a fucking asshole I really am, and it hit me hard. That's my worst fear...to be a jerk and not even know it. I try hard not to be, but I think I was born that way...I am a sensitive person, and that kind of stuff makes me realize my fears...and now...no one to talk to about it.

I'd rather take a few punches than feel like this.

When I finally die, I want to be remembered as a good guy, and if I am compared to anyone, I want to be compared favorably...and that is really the only goddamn thing I want out of my stupid life...and I'm sorry for rambling. :hug:

[redwitch]

10. The only thing you can do/give is your best.

And we all stumble and fall sometimes. Except for all the naked mole rat/Carrot Top pictures you've always been nice to me. :P

[ScreamingMeemie]

5. I am sorry. My vibes are poison, but I'm thinking of you anyway.

:hug:

[auntAgonist]

8. I seriously doubt that anything you offer is poison :)

Hey Laura :hi:

:hug:

kesha.

[ScreamingMeemie]

9. Hi Kesha...

:hug: How are you.

Oh, much that I have to offer is poison.

[auntAgonist]

13. I'm ok I guess.

:hug: It's just another day :)

[huskerlaw]

6. I'm sending you vibes anyway

I hope they work, but in the very least...I hope that today goes quickly and tomorrow is better.

:hug:

[auntAgonist]

7. I thought I would

just offer a :hug: as I don't know what's happened. No one deserves to be sad, hurt, lonely or to feel abandoned. I hope things get better for you Philboy.

:hug: :hug: :hug:

aA
kesha

[fizzgig]

14. i wish you weren't hurting, my friend

:hug:

[Midlodemocrat]

15. Vibes coming anyway.

Feel better, philboy.

[LeftyFingerPop]

16. Thank you all...

I hope the thread dies.

I have been fucking betrayed.

And made to feel worthless by comparison to others....

Not good. If you knew how hard I try....

Fuck it all...sideways.

[SPKrazy]

17. Meh

tomorrow's another day

things will get better

:hug:

at home alone myself today