This breakup HURTS.

[crim son]

I'm going fucking crazy. Deleted every email (over 750!), tooks his pics off my hard drive, threw away a bunch of mementos. I changed my status back to "single" everywhere I'm listed. It's like being a teenager all over again except scary instead of just sad. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Sorry for venting. I'm going to go do some more vacuuming... I've been distracting myself with housework. We is remarkably clean right now.

Fuck.

[Shakespeare]

1. Throw your energy in whatever it takes to keep your mind (and heart) occupied.

I know it hurts, but you are SOOOOOO much better (and healthier) without him. Hang in there--we all know you can get through this. You've got too much to offer not to do this for yourself. :hug:

[CaliforniaPeggy]

2. My dear crim son...

I know it hurts, sweetie...

Do what you must to cope...

Vent all you want...

It will get better, I promise you... :hug:

[Bucky]

3. Man, I wish emotional distress turned *me* into a neat freak.

Next time you get heartbroken, maybe I can talk you into coming over to my garage for some therapeutic behavior.

[crim son]

9. Laughing.

It goes one way or the other. Right now I don't feel like I can safely indulge in wailing, weeping and throwing up, my usual response to sadness. Instead I've done the laundry, the dusting, all the vacuuming (big house... it takes forever) and washed and changed all the sheets and blankets on my bed. I've also practiced a bit of piano and at the moment I'm making beef stew.

Your garage? Send it on over! :P

[BeachBaby]

4. Fuck is right.

Jeez.

:hug:

BTDT and it's NOT "liberating", "freeing" or any of the other psycho mumbo-jumbo people hand us.

I saw your MySpace link. I got one too. Can I send you a friend request?

[crim son]

7. Thanks.

It doesn't feel liberating at the moment, that's for sure. I'm filled with incredible guilt and sadness and you name it. But many of my friends here know what a roller coaster this relationship has been. Anyhow, YES, I'd love to add you as a friend. I'm at http://www.myspace.com/lschonblom

I'm Medusa. :D

[Guava Jelly]

5. ..

:hug:

[fight4my3sons]

6. .

:hug:

crap. sorry you are going through this. :(

[LynzM]

8. Hugs to you, crim son....

I don't know the details of what you're going through, but letting go of people is almost never easy. Peace to your soul... :hug:

[Javaman]

10. Been there, done that, hurts like hell, cried me a river, pined for a loooooong time..

time passes, you heal, you trust again, you find love again.

Then you think; what was I all broken up about?

Peace in your life, your heart and your mind.

cheers.

[SacredCow]

11. I'd be more concerned about you if it DIDN'T hurt...

Everybody deals with heartbreak in their own time and ways... So dust, vacuum, clean, vent, cry, yell- whatever you need to do, and on YOUR time-frame. The hurt just means you're alive and recovering, and I send you many, many, many hugs and all the encouragement I can muster...

:hug:

[lost-in-nj]

12. I'm sorry

I know how hard it is..

If you need another house to clean you can come
here....


:hi: :hug:

lost

[crim son]

16. Maybe after I've finished Bucky's garage.

*Sigh* :hi: :loveya:

[Maddy McCall]

13. As much as a swolen lip?

[SammyWinstonJack]

18. ...

:yoiks:

[crim son]

21. Swollen.

And though I haven't experienced that one, I'd say yes, it hurts more. It hurts like childbirth.

[Cabcere]

14. Oh crim son

:hug: I don't know what to tell you, except I'm thinking about you and sending good vibes your way. :pals: Peace.

[Mojorabbit]

15. All I can do

is send you a :hug:
Healing takes a while but it does happen.

[blue cat]

17. going through same thing now

wish it made me clean.

[Deja Q]

19. .

:hug:

[madrchsod]

20. yup it`s not easy

but ya know there will be another somewhere down the road.....:hi:

i noticed your myspace video section is as upset as you are and by the way you are cute but to young for me!


now i`m going to finishing cleaning my house...the joy of being unemployed..

[RetroLounge]

22. I know it sucks and it hurts

hugs are all I have...

:hug:

RL