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I am 100% sincere in what I'm saying, and I BEG you not to be offended. I will try to phrase my question very carefully, but if I don't manage it perfectly, please forgive me.
OK. I have a situation that is making me uncomfortable. Lesbians are hitting on me fairly frequently (it's happened three times in the last month).
I am not gay, but that's not why this makes me uncomfortable. I have no problem with GLBT people, and am fully in support of your right to total equality with heterosexual people in every aspect of civil and other rights. So, I'm not like, "Ooooh! Gays! Cooties!" That's not how I feel, and it's not why I'm uncomfortable.
I'm uncomfortable because I don't know how to politely shut such advances down without making the lesbian in the situation feel like I'm being nasty/prejudiced/etc. There seems to be a fine line, and I can't navigate it well.
I've said, "I'm very flattered, but actually, I'm not a lesbian."
That got a response along the lines of "Yes you are, you just don't know it yet." Which pissed me off.
I've said, "No thanks," and started to walk away, and heard back, "Closet case!" Which REALLY pissed me off.
Why do these women assume that I'm gay? I don't know for sure. I asked a very smart (gay male) friend. Based on his answers, it may be that I am a rather masculine-looking woman. I don't wear dresses or makeup, have short hair, etc. It may be that I don't kow-tow to men. It may be that I carry myself very forcefully and confidently. Even if I was terrified, walking across a parking lot by myself, if you saw me you'd never think I was afraid of anything. Living by myself, in a bad neighborhood, I sort of had to learn how to adopt that demeanor, regardless of my real feelings.
However, I am not gay. I am very sure about that.
So, how can I communicate both that I am uncomfortable with such advances and yet that I'm NOT a homophobe, and am, in fact, one of the GLBT community's staunchest hetero supporters?
Again, I beg forgiveness if I've managed to offend despite my sincere attempts not to.
Thanks, sgw
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