Good god, another panic attack

[Connonym]

anyone awake? This is pathetic but maybe it won't be so bad if there's someone out there to say hey.

[EstimatedProphet]

1. Why are you panicing?

[Connonym]

4. I think the biggest issue

on top of a whole kettle of mess that my life is in right now is an ex-boyfriend back in my life. Part of me is happy but part of me feels that this is the stupidest thing I could ever do.

[EstimatedProphet]

6. Oh. I see.

That's a tough one. Good luck to you.

[MissHoneychurch]

2. I am here

talk to me

[Connonym]

8. My brain knows what to do but

my heart is resisting. It's making me miserable, clearly, when I'm waking up at 5 am panicked and having trouble breathing. I guess I know what I need to do but I'm such a damned optimist (things will be different THIS time)...but they really won't. Aw fuck.

[TheProphetess]

9. I was just thinking that you should follow your instincts

If you are having panic attacks over a relationship, it's likely not a good one. You should be feeling happy and butterflies in your stomach (in a good way), not like this. I'm sorry.

[MissHoneychurch]

10. Being an optimist isn't a bad thing

I found out that listening to your stomach is a good help. Not brain, not heart, stomach.

[TheProphetess]

3. I'm awake and here if you need to talk

[malta blue]

5. I am here....

Awake - actually at work already.

Take a deep breath. Have a hot bath. Relax.

We are here for you.

[XemaSab]

7. Hey

Yeah, some of us are awake.

It'll be okay.