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are you crazy, lol...
I am 2 miles from a Tyson and about 7 from a Pilgrim's Pride. It is really really sad. There are chicken houses all around here and I am behind the trucks every day. I feel terrible for the birds, I actually saw one die right in front of me when I was waiting for a light to change.
I tried to do third once and couldn't do it. If you can more power to you. Lots of temp agencies will hire people for 2nd and 3rd shift, it's first that everyone wants. I don't know if I would tell them about school but maybe you can get in somewhere and get hired. I am in the same boat, not moving forward because...damn I just kind of realized I can tell the truth about it here. It's he same for me. I feel like I just can't freaking tolerate the lying anymore. I can't stay at a job because I know people are gonna get to know me and figure it out eventually. I am super-sensitive to it right now, have been for the last couple of years. Like in the program I was in at school, when the women found out every time they would say the word 'gay' they would drop their voices and look at me. It will make you crazy. I have a rainbow flag liscence plate frame so I don't hide it. I end up working around women mostly and I've found they tolerate gay men alot better than lesbians because a lesbian to them is like a potential rapist (in their sadly disiullusioned narcissistic world, anyway). I fucking resent the hell out of being treated that way. I am an attractive woman and it galls me the way I am sometimes treated by people I've worked with. I am thinking seriously about going back to work on a dock somewhere just loading trucks all night which will be working with pig truck drivers again but I'd rather be treated like a piece of ass/bimbo than a potential rapist/pervert. It seems those are my choices. At least most men are attracted to the idea of lesbianism/bisexuality rather than repelled by it. I guess my dilemna isn't so much in acting 'straight', it's in not acting straight and people putting two and two together and then being jerks. Because they eventually figure it out.
Is there a foundry anywhere around there that you can look into working at? I will think hard about 3rd shift jobs that are available, most of the time I have worked first and second. I really hope it works out for you and you are able to be up nights if that is what you want.
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