I feel like someone has stabbed me repeatedly.....

[La Lioness Priyanka]

this is just so painful.

[WritingIsMyReligion]

1. ???

Me is in the dark, lioness....

:shrug:

[La Lioness Priyanka]

2. i posted the reason a few days ago

[SeattleGirl]

3. You still getting crap from people?

:hug:

[La Lioness Priyanka]

5. lol. no.

that irritates me...not upsets me

[SeattleGirl]

7. Okay. I must have missed your other post.

Hey, go check out my post in this thread (it's #31):

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=105&topic_id=4587867&mesg_id=4587867

[nothingshocksmeanymore]

4. My offer still stands

There's a lot more to be hopeful about than you realize at this time

[La Lioness Priyanka]

6. my brain recognizes that NSMA but my heart is still breaking

thanks for your support, i will take you up on that offer soon as i can get a grip.

[nothingshocksmeanymore]

8. I know

my mother had a heart attack this week...certain things are very difficult to deal with...especially when death is a strong possibility

[La Lioness Priyanka]

9. the idea that i MAY outlive him

is just too much to bear.

OMY I am SO sorry NSMA... all my love and hugs.

[nothingshocksmeanymore]

11. You might have outlived him anyway

and he MAY outlive you regardless. Death can be quite random...but it happens to all of us...you'll be in the space of the shock of it for a while...it's a normal reaction.

[jonnyblitz]

13. don't know what to tell you that will make you feel better

just holler and vent for now and we will listen. you will get to another phase of this eventually. :hug: :hi:

[La Lioness Priyanka]

15. i know, i will learn to deal. and time heals everything...

but its unbelievable painful now.

[jonnyblitz]

16. yup...sometimes cliches are true...

not sure if time heals *everything* but it makes things you can't make go away more tolerable to deal with...

[jonnyblitz]

12. oh no.

I have been off in my own little world this week and had no idea about this. I did notice your absence though. i had no idea...:hug: :loveya:

[bigwillq]

21. Oh how awful.

So sorry to hear of this terrible news. Hope your mom gets well soon.
:hug:

[Midlodemocrat]

23. Oh, NSMA! I am so sorry!

How is your mom doing? Good thoughts and prayers going out to and your mom.

:hug:

[supernova]

24. Sorry for your mom, NSMA

You'll be in my thoughts as well.

[skygazer]

10. I can understand this

But remember, when you spend so much time agonizing over the future, you tend to miss the things you could enjoy with that person in the present. Easier to say than do, I know, but important to try. :hug:

[wildhorses]

14. I have missed something,

is someone (father,perhaps) in a bad way?

I am sorry for whatever you are going through

:hug:

[La Lioness Priyanka]

18. thanks.

its health issues of someone i love very much.

[southlandshari]

19. I wasn't sure what this was about until now...

:hug: for you, sweetie. You are in my thoughts and prayers!

[La Lioness Priyanka]

25. thanks....

some part of me thinks if i can just get through the next few weeks...things will seem better....


thats the part of me that still can think

[supernova]

17. A hug for you LP

:hug: That's all I can offer right now. :hug:

[bigwillq]

20. Oh sweetie.

:hug: My thoughts and good vibes during this extremeley difficult time.
Please give your best to your friend for me.

HIV (thankfully) is no longer a death sentence. Make sure your friend is getting the best treatment possible.

Stay positive (as best as you can). I can't really offer you that much from behind the computer screen, but please know my thoughts are with you. You have my support and love. If you ever need to just vent, yell, scream or chat, my PM box is always open to you.

:hug:

[Midlodemocrat]

22. I'm so sorry for your pain, lioness.

Having someone we love get very sick is very sad indeed.

:hug:

[khashka]

26. Hugs, lioness!

Our thoughts and prayers are with you :hug:

Khash.

[La Lioness Priyanka]

27. thanks.

[RetroLounge]

28. I am so sorry for this

all I can do is send my thoughts and hugs your way...

:hug:

RL