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The Straight Story Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 09:32 PM
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For my 1000th post - a little about me and other things
Myself:

Job: Site lead of a data center for a large banking corporation. Manage over 1000 servers from high end to mid-range.

Hobbies: Data bases, programming (c and perl mostly, but also .net/java/akido/et al), number theory, religious studies, basic electronics, political studies, psychology, reading up on about anything I can from science to religion.

Computers: Main System, 4 processor sun E450 running solaris 8, also have sun ultra 2, several pentium systems running windows, some linux systems, and adding more this weekend.

Music: Country, Mostly. Big and Rich, Tim McGraw, et al. Also some rap (Afroman Rocks), celtic style music, christian music (some), some pop on rare occassions (listening to big and rich right now).

Currently working on: Re-doing my computer room at home, adding servers and cabinets, new desk, implementing data base for politics news (from government sites containing news releases that never seem to see light of day in MSM), working on some number theory programs and a compression program (don't ask about it, when done I will post about it). Putting together a retro system in a rack with systems from P166 up to quad processor systems dedicated to number analysis and news tracking. I have two weeks off home alone starting monday and will devote full time to this project.

Faith: I have been (not in order) Atheist, Agnostic, baptist, fundamentalist, lutheran, pagan, tibettan buddhist, non-demoninational christian (currently). My faith came from self analysis and discovery - over time tried to prove myself wrong and looked at things from many perspectives so that I could learn truth and not merely seek out sources that made me feel better about my own beliefs. I sought to challenge myself then and now, very open minded but also have my own experience and knowledge to draw on.

Age: 39

Politics: I come from a family of elected dems and repugs in some areas, and middle class to upper middle class in other areas. Mother-in-law just won 10th election as a dem on school board in a repug area, father-in-law heads up union (retiring soon), uncle was dem mayor here in ohio, grandfather repug mayor, aunt dem treasurer here in ohio (now retired). Great ancestors were everything from preachers to politicians. I have been everything from a cop to a checmical tester to current job.

My personal political beliefs: Multi-Tiered. I have personal beliefs, community beliefs, religious community beliefs, federal beliefs and I try to mix them as needed to see better the broader goals many groups have. I believe most groups have a positive goal for the US in mind but I think they can often be one dimensional. Do what is best for yourself and others.


Random thoughts: The government exists to serve us. It has gotten too big and bogged down. The more power we transfer to them the more people like * can screw us all over. True diversity is not always something we like or agree with - but freedom is broad and requires a diverse people. The movement to makes us all one people will never work because we are so diverse, the government needs to butt out on a federal level and let each state determine it's destiny (within limits of course) based on the people in that state - we have more power at a local level.

Random Thoughts on Religion: Freedom of groups to practice and be seperate but within the system is a must. Example, the Amish. They do their thing and have their own communities and ideas, which you are free to leave or join if you accept their beliefs. Such freedom is what we have fought for - one system is not best for all. A core system which guarantees you the ability to be free and not under the authority of others is a must, but one should be free to choose otherwise whom they will align with and how they will live their lives.

Prejudice, et al: Laws can only punish, to change people we must reach out them with love and truth. As a christian I don't care who you are, I love you. I may not approve of what you do - from criminal behavior to other things, but I believe you as a creation of God are special and have potential for good. From molestors to murderers, you can be someone and you are loved, even when your actions are repugnant and create a deep centered anger over the pain caused. Christ found the good in those who did bad (even me on a personal basis), he saw the potential in us all - put away those things which do harm to others and love others instead, for love is the true path to happiness.

My life: Married for 10 years first time, had 3 boys I miss dearly. Have not seen them in 6 years, oldest son is now 18. Have a daughter with a woman in California - we split up before I knew she was pregnant. She is a good woman with whom I still talk. Have a wife who is out of town for 3 weeks with my daughter (3) while I am at home taking care of things (mom is still in ICU, 4 weeks now, but will be out soon - she lives next door so I will be helping her out while wife is on vacation visiting family for first christmas in 6 years with them. She thought about staying, but I insisted they both go and have fun, and I am glad she did.)

My Poetry: http://65.60.190.134/stuff/poems.htm
(some poems are about a friend who died at 27, some about a daughter I would not see born, some about my love for two women, some about me, some about life in general)

Feel free to ask questions - and thank you all for a good home here on DU. We may not always agree, but then if we did life might get real boring quick :)
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HysteryDiagnosis Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 09:41 PM
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1. Something for the trolls or even the hardcore Christians who may not
understand how some of the religions you have investigated may be related to their own....

4Mor, MCP, MCSE, Net+, A+ turning wrenches to make ends meet.... :)

http://www.adishakti.org/_/reincarnation_in_early_christianity.htm
Reincarnation in early Christianity

“In the first five hundred years of Christianity, reincarnation was
most certainly on the main stage. It was a prominent and well-
respected merchant in the bazaar of Christian theology.
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The Straight Story Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 09:46 PM
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2. Faiths intertwine
In buddhism and christianity I saw things similar, and so much more. From the american indians to other diverse groups so many things touch each other.

As far as reincarnation, I have seen a multiple of theories which intertwine with christianity.

BTW: SCSA, SCNA, CCNA, A+, Linux+
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HysteryDiagnosis Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 09:49 PM
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3. Running Linux here... not too shabby... Mandrake 10.1 beta... n/t
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The Straight Story Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 09:57 PM
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4. Currently
Solaris 8 on two machines and redhat on one (a p200). Building a super machine in a rack I have - stripping off cases and moving all the boards into one large system. From p166 on up, will run linux variants on them all when done (about 6 systems), AIX on one, and win2000 on one of the data base servers (within a week should have mssql 2000 kicking and oracle 9.0 on my sun server).

Going for a retro look - have some metal plates covering the front with and putting in old switches and lights from tube days I have. Putting in some tape drives as well. I also have a trs-80 model three and an emulator I will run on a dedicated server of the trs-80 model 1 (until I buy an old system).

It's not the size of the processor, it's what you can do with it that counts ;)
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HysteryDiagnosis Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:12 PM
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11. My lord... a trash-80.... that takes me back a bit.... PIII 900 here...
a 500 Amd over there... an Amd 450 for the wife... triple booting the 900 with 98se, 2000 Pro and Mandrake 10.1 gotta run, will talk more about this later if you wish... :)
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The Straight Story Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:23 PM
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13. trash 80's et al
I can use about any system to do something I need done. I grew up with trash-80's and am working to build my own collection, but will have to wait until next year to buy more (have a model 100 and a model 3).

I wrote a chess program on the trs-80 model 1 which worked pretty well, and learned how to program in assemble on the z80. Back then it was cutting edge :)

Even now I have a use for one. They can still process programs and analyze data, which is of use to me. Good thing about working in a data center - when we refresh I get the 'old' systems, which I can put to use in analyzing things full time at no cost.

Check Ebay - commodore 64's, trs-80, sinclair, et all are getting premium dollar and are still in demand. I guess there are a lot of geeks like us out there :)
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DS1 Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:44 PM
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14. When you guys decide that an E10K is too slow, send it my way, m'kay?
I'll rent the U-Haul if needed :7
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Hippo_Tron Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:03 PM
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5. Unfortunately, having a small government gives corporations free reign
The theory of small government being the key to empowering the people worked during the age of Andrew Jackson when giant corporations didn't exist. But unfortunately this is not the case anymore. Our best bet is a big government but one in which WE have control over, which would be much easier with real campaign finance eform.
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JanMichael Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:07 PM
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6. I think you may have missed the Lounge.
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The Straight Story Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:09 PM
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8. You are correct
My Bad. Anyone want to spank me ;)
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JanMichael Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:11 PM
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10. I'll have to ask my wife first.
Don't worry about it. I've posted really, really, really, louge like thread in GD AND Latest Breaking...

Mostly the result of multiple browsers up and beer.
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The Straight Story Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:18 PM
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12. My excuse: BeeRum
Beer and rum mixed. Goes down smooth and then BAM! :)
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sweetheart Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:07 PM
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7. The story of self
Don't we all have that story at some point. The career successes,
failures undiscussed, views and contentements.

and it is all dead, past, history and gone. So that now we are here
you and i in this moment in this word. .

A story is a lovely introduction, it says "goodwill", inspiration,
someone who's making a go at a better life for themselves and us
all, and yet that root is all of our stories, some more successful
than others.

And each day the story ends, if you let it, like lost bags on the
belt at the airport, what if the story you just told was someone
elses, and yours is lost. The consciousness, may not be the history,
and nothing you can say or do will prove that the story is real.

Sure, you can read from your CV(resume) and references, family and
whatnot... and even that is another story, to confirm the first
story, and life becomes a series of front and back stories, like
processes hogging the CPU on a once empty computer.

And one day, the processes will get a kill signal, and the comptuter
will once again be empty, as if it was ever not empty, processing
empty instructions 99% of the time, whilst we pretend the 1% is
somehow more real, relevant or important.

I do not mean to diminish the story, as if you told it, made up in
a costume on a stage. But then, the writer, actor and director
surely have their own stories, and when the production hits broadway,
will we edit out the nits and warts? And yet the canvass of the
emtpy stage is omnipresent.

..To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.


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The Straight Story Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Dec-16-04 10:10 PM
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9. Reminds me of a poem I wrote:
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