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...I had almost NO Short term memory, which made reading very difficult, and still can't do much more than basic Math. Also, if I didn't use the Spell Checker here, you would think I was a total idiot. I still can't spell to save my life, but my spelling was MUCH worst.
I recently came up with a good analogy, to explain my Learning Disability: My brain is like a Computer with very small, totally Full Hard drive; once it's off the screen, it most likely gone. But the weird thing is, I have an EXCELLENT Long-term memory. I also score 138-142 on most I.Q. tests, which is borderline Genius (140+).
I agree with you that drugs should NOT be the first thing tried, good coping skills are very important and should be tried first, but I also wish that I had been given the option of drugs when I was younger. I probably would have been more "socially successful" and might not have ended up 41 and still very single.
The truth is, I was VERY anti-drugs in those days, but it really was not an option. Drugs were not used, back then, for Learning Disabilities and nobody had ever heard of Adult ADD. I don't know that much about Autism to know if they would help or not, I'm just saying, keep an open mind about the subject, I wish, almost everyday, that I had.
When I was diagnosed with Adult ADD in 1997, the use of Drugs to help adults with short-term memory problems, was still just an experiment that was being tried here, at Emory University in Atlanta. The main reason I agreed to be part of the informal study, was because I was tired of alway feeling like I was about to get fired by my employers. I think the main reason I could hold a job was, my employers could tell that I was trying very hard to do my best, but my best was not that good. If it hadn't been for the Fair Labor Laws, I doubt I could have held onto a job for long.
Now I take simple, stimulant drugs, that were invented 30+ years ago, and they make a world of difference. When first started them, my family kept telling me how amazing it was to have a regular conversation with me. I had never known it was difficult, but they said that I used to talk so slow, that talking to me was difficult for them.
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