i want to wake up from this fucking nightmare

[knowbody0]

yeah, it's gotten to me. im a freakin mess. after talking to my buddy actually on iraqi soil, he was a child of mine, me who preached non violence, peace tolerance love and all that shit, he's shooting at people who are shooting at him, happy that it has cooled of to 100 degrees. it is worse i think than vietnam because we shudda fuckin learned it was sooooooo fuckin stupid to kill people defending their own fuckin country. i watched these little shits playing war video games, and i do believe it has all been a conspiracy to make them want to play war for real.
watch some snob look at my words and critique the use of the english language. it is getting cold in america.
it is not what you say, it is what you are
this war is not a debate. the whole fuckin world knows it is wrong, at least 60 % of america knows.
we are the bully of this planet. the kids on the ground are disposable flesh to our war machines.
this must be a rant,i feel like screaming still so i guess i will go chop some wood

[Qanisqineq]

1. I know it's hard

I've been in your shoes in a way. It was my husband that was over in Iraq. I'm glad it is cooling down over there. Soon they will need blankets because it gets pretty cold at night in the winter. I am pissed off 24hours a day. Every time I read that another soldier has died, it eats at me. My husband doesn't want to hear about the situation over there. He will have to go back within the next year. I am so pissed off about it all, I don't make sense when I talk/write anymore.