Reply #2: I am absolutely convinced at this point I will die alone, with no medical care, and in

[LiberalLoner]

so much pain that I can't even imagine it.

This sounds like hyperbole but I honestly wish I had my own secret stash of cyanide capsules so that I could take one of those instead of dying slowly of, say, cancer, and dealing with all the pain of that without medical care or pain management.