Reply #10: It may be the feeling of futility, . . .,

[annabanana]

of not being able to do enough that is fueling your continued fury. The powers that be have worked very hard to make us feel impotent, as it tends to suppress action.

It is very hard to move a mountain, but there are rocks along the way that can be shifted. And people along the path that can be recruited to rock shifting with you.

I hope you can find a way out of the despair, as it will corrode from within.