Reply #255: i never knew hate until my co-workers were killed on 9/11 and i tried not to hate

[flyarm]

but it is impossible for me to not hate *..just impossible because i know his government , he and Cheny and the rest of the neo cons are nothing but filthy murdering liars..

i am old enough to know hate only hurts ourselves..but i can not get past the hate i have for these so called "people"..more like inhumans..

yes i am tired of the hate..but how can one not hate people who murder with no conscience? I feel as if i don't hate them, then i become one of them.

Is just condemning people for so many murders enough..i don't feel like it is.

Look what they have done in our name..my name..i hate them for that ..i hate them for each and every innocent life they have taken.

Do i get tired of hating them.,.no..i just get tired of trying to make them ..all of them accountable.

When Sept 11 th rolls around again..and i watch my neighbor cry for her son Jeff..how can i not hate those who have put this family through this?

When i know ..without a shadow of a doubt that * and cheney and the neo cons helped let 9/11 happen ..how can i not hate them?

My co-workers had children that now grow up without their mommies and daddys..

the hate for this administration keeps me seeking the truth, and helping people learn what and how everything failed on 9/11.

Oh and it failed .. everything failed..and that was not an accident.

Are there days that hate subsides some yes..but it is always there in my sub conscience..it never leaves..and it won't i fear until we get the truth..and i do realize we may never get the truth..and i also realize this hate may never leave me.

There is truth..somewhere the truth exists..

some hate is really bad..but some hate helps us reach for what seems insurmountable.

I use my hate for finding truth..

i use my hate for as much positive as i can find within myself..and when i think i can't do this anymore..i use the hate to keep me going..for if it takes till my last breath..the angels of 9/11 deserve the truth to be known.

their familes deserve that truth.

yes i do get tired of the hate..but i do not have the answers of how to do that.

fly