shadowknows69
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Tue Jun-12-07 09:09 AM
Response to Reply #11 |
| 13. fuck it fuck it fuck it |
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and again I say fuck it. Can't do it. I wish I could lie and play this game because I need the help but I can't make myself utter the lies.
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| -Shadow's Medical Updates: So, I had to open my big, fat, pot smoking mouth |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 08:37 AM |
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"pot addiction" |
Canuckistanian |
Jun-12-07 08:42 AM |
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Gotta rant more and keep kicked |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 08:43 AM |
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Look at the bright side: |
Gentle Giant |
Jun-12-07 08:46 AM |
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Won't matter |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 08:51 AM |
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Please don't even consider doing that. |
Gentle Giant |
Jun-12-07 08:56 AM |
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I favor weed over alcohol |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 09:00 AM |
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booze sure as shit isn't going to help you with your depression. |
impeachdubya |
Jun-12-07 03:20 PM |
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I know |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 03:21 PM |
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Actually, challenging them will just piss them off. |
Jackpine Radical |
Jun-12-07 08:58 AM |
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I can't play the game, I know I'm fucked but I won't do it |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 09:05 AM |
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Hey. Don't allow your 'rebellious' side destroy your well-being. |
sicksicksick_N_tired |
Jun-12-07 03:12 PM |
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This goes beyond "rebellious" for me |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 03:20 PM |
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There are no promises,...in life. |
sicksicksick_N_tired |
Jun-12-07 03:38 PM |
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Funny |
Madspirit |
Jun-12-07 04:02 PM |
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Thank you Lee |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:05 PM |
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Shadow Shadow Shadow |
Madspirit |
Jun-12-07 04:07 PM |
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Yeah I just figured that out |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:09 PM |
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No Worries |
Madspirit |
Jun-12-07 04:30 PM |
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Yeah apparently I've put a lot of effort into that image for myself |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:32 PM |
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enjoy your therapy |
librechik |
Jun-12-07 08:54 AM |
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you'll be much better off if you forget about the pot addiction |
madokie |
Jun-12-07 09:01 AM |
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I don't know what Ethol is lol |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 09:08 AM |
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alcohol |
madokie |
Jun-12-07 09:20 AM |
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No, I'm really not ok. |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 09:23 AM |
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lots of truth to the old saying the first step is admitting something |
madokie |
Jun-12-07 09:26 AM |
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Lucy's friend? |
soothsayer |
Jun-12-07 09:23 AM |
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Eh? |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 09:27 AM |
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Yah, you blew it. NEVER, NEVER tell the truth. My suggestion is that you find another program. |
OregonBlue |
Jun-12-07 09:06 AM |
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fuck it fuck it fuck it |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 09:09 AM |
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I'm taking two vicodan and calling a priest in the morning |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 09:11 AM |
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Well, since they push religion on the self-medicating mentally ill |
Lilith Velkor |
Jun-12-07 11:50 AM |
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There is an immediate situation |
Truthiness Inspector |
Jun-12-07 10:19 AM |
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I still wouldn't get the help I need |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 02:52 PM |
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I know how frustrated you are because I have been through this for many years now |
OregonBlue |
Jun-12-07 04:28 PM |
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I don't think I need any chemist crafted crap personally |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:31 PM |
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Agreed. Not everyone needs those chemicals but some people really do. My son was |
OregonBlue |
Jun-12-07 04:37 PM |
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5 days a wk. 5 hrs. a day for something that is NOT an addiction! |
donsu |
Jun-12-07 10:02 AM |
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Reefer madness may NEVER go away. such a phony society we live in. |
spanone |
Jun-12-07 10:09 AM |
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not sure how far you are from jersey, but... |
alkaline9 |
Jun-12-07 10:31 AM |
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Actually Jersey is looking pretty good right now |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 02:57 PM |
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Maybe you should ask your therapist if she knows where to go in NY. Which clinics are good? |
OregonBlue |
Jun-12-07 05:06 PM |
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Find yourself a social security disability attorney ASAP. |
sicksicksick_N_tired |
Jun-12-07 03:04 PM |
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This is the clinic |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 03:17 PM |
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So, go to the clinic,...tell the in-take counselor your story. |
sicksicksick_N_tired |
Jun-12-07 03:31 PM |
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I did my intake at this clinic |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 03:49 PM |
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If you can't pay, you can't pay. If they refuse to help you, go somewhere else. |
sicksicksick_N_tired |
Jun-12-07 04:10 PM |
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I don't know if you have health insurance sick, I hope you do |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:12 PM |
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No. I have no insurance. My sister is struggling with a rare form of cancer and I told her,... |
sicksicksick_N_tired |
Jun-12-07 05:25 PM |
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What the fuck kind of social worker did you find? |
catmandu57 |
Jun-12-07 04:01 PM |
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cat this social worker says if I get therapy or not |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:03 PM |
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BTW folks |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:16 PM |
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Any New York DU'ers who could lend a hand and help Shadowknows69 track down a good clinic with good |
OregonBlue |
Jun-12-07 04:30 PM |
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I can't even process informtion right now |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:35 PM |
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I know. They make it so hard. Most people just get discouraged and give up. That's why you HAVE |
OregonBlue |
Jun-12-07 05:04 PM |
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write and publish |
BushDespiser12 |
Jun-12-07 04:32 PM |
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Too depressed to seek out an agent. |
shadowknows69 |
Jun-12-07 04:36 PM |
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It's true. |
Habibi |
Jun-12-07 07:14 PM |
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