Continued de-pickling

[Amelie]

Compared to today, yeasterday was easy. for whatever reason, the shakes weren't awful yesterday. Today, I tried to part my daugher's hair in a straight line and couldn't do it. Too shaky. And, people noticed. No one said anything, but you know the looks. Yesterday, I jsut wanted to sleep for a thousand hours. Today, I'm anxious. And, I'm in a dry house and can't find or buy anything. So I just have to sit here and fret. Not this second. Not this minute. That's as far as I will go right now. But, boy, am I anxious.

Thanks everyone for reading. Whether you respond or not, I need your good vibes. I'm out of town this weekend, so it makes things a little easier. Next week will be a real bitch.