I find myself getting angry at "normal" people...

[BiggJawn]

I've tried to self-talk myself into a "New, HEALTHY Lifestyle" till I'm blue in the brain, but when I see somebody eating donuts, or waddling behind their grocery cart full of pop and pork rinds I just wanna rip their normal fucking heads off.

Meal plans suck. I often don't know what I want to eat until I see it, much less plan out so many carbs, so many fats, etc. Thus, I eat the same dull bland shit over and over and over...

I like cycling. I'd rather ride my bike than fuck (lucky for me...) as a matter of fact, but time, weather, and 'tood' sometime prevent me from getting out there. Don't wanna be out there with assholes in cars when I'm in a "rip off your head and shit down your NECK" mood...

"Normal" people don't have to worry about this shit. They only have to worry about not catching Herpes and who's gonna get kicked off the island next week...Eat all they want, not have to poke holes in themselves, don't have to feel like a failure because they had a piece of cheesecake on the spur of the moment...Bastards. I wish they'd all get diabetes so they can see why I'm in such a shitty mood all the time...