Reply #5: I haven't reached out

[proud patriot]

If I were to reach out . I'd have support .

I have work friends , I have my mom coming for
New Years however she's so pissed she may make
things worse . Who knows . I plan on going bowling
for New Years with my son and mom .

She's invited me to move to Arizona .

I haven't told my Dad yet .. I'm sure he'd send
money or something . That's how he handles emotional
me .

I haven't told my Friends or our mutual friends
none of them would take sides , because that's not
the kind of friends I have .

I'm still having a hard time believing it .