Reply #15: Bush

[undergroundpanther]

Frankly,I'm really disgusted over the blazing bullshit self serving ignorance and domination rightwingers attempt to exert over culture,society..ect.The wingnuts are losing control and they are taking it out on any EZ scapegoat they can find ,that's demoralized enough to sell out thier soul and sense of justice and compassion to them.
And the fact people support freepy agendas because of selfishness,fear,stupidity,greed..ect. it's sad as shit people are so willing to sell thier own souls to drink from the poisioned cup of dominion..

I am trangendered(FtM) and bi and married to a male who's bi too..I get misunderstood even in the gay community .

Sometimes when you assert your own innate human dignity,in the face of those who would destroy dignity and spirit you will get hurt anyway.So knowing this I simply refuse to let some bully strip me of my dignity,of my autonomy,and joys or take away my integrity and spirit.They can threaten me, kill me and maim me but they will not make me submit to them and sell out my own soul ~ ever.

So,If I die fighting ignorance with my resistance I know at least will die a free and untamed person and in this way,I will live on,no matter what anyone with'power' and hegemony thinks..

I have been chased by bullies with churchy tee shirts through the woods with knives,because I was a pagan"dyke" bitch. I happened to walk past them on a sidewalk.They started to lunge after me,I ran up a steep hill..through some tall weeds and into the woods, they were a bit behind,and I didn't have enough time to escape so I climbed up a tree..below I saw them looking for me knives glinting.Eventually they gave up looking,none of them thought to look up..


A few days later,one of these guys was at the bus stop without his freinds.That day I looked more"female" and my pentagram was tucked away,so he started a conversation with me,he was flirting,totally unaware of who I was. We talked awhile..Then he asked me for my phone number.I said to him If you want my number you have to answer me a question. As the bus came, and I was getting ready to go ,I asked him why in the hell was he running after me with a knife a couple of days ago with his buddies,? Is chasing me with a knife an example of the sort of characteryou have? Give me one reason why I would want to give my number to a sexually represeed bigoted bully like you are?

After a minute,he finally recognized me, he had a horrified expression,as I waved to him from on the bus, as he stood in the rain.

I never saw the asshole or his buddies again.