A rough night...

[crimsonblue]

Sometimes I feel like the world is falling apart around me. I feel so incredibly lonely many times. I feel like such a disappointment to my parents, to my friends. I have only good intentions in life, but it doesn't matter. Everything still turns out badly. I keep going back to the the old saying- "the road to hell is paved with good intentions". Even though I want to be a good person and try to be myself, I find myself being an asshole and alone. DU really has become the only place where I can come and really be myself, for better and worse. I know I've annoyed and offended many of you, but I think of all you as my friends. God, why does life have to be so unbearable sometimes?