You really mirrored many of my feelings at the moment! I'm so glad that you were able to find a way to overcome your unhappiness, and I completely understand that feeling of embarrassment that comes from realizing my resentment/envy of others' successes. I hate feeling that way. It's such a negative way to view the world.
I am creating opportunities for myself - perhaps they're too early to work out? I don't know. That's why I'm asking for opinions from the wiser. Whether it be politics, academics, or something else, I am trying. Maybe I just need to give all of these things more time... I wish I was a more hopeful person naturally.
Thanks so much for sharing your story!
