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[DesertFlower]

10. sorry for your losses.

my husband passed away 5/27/12. i'm still in shock. he came home from work on 2/28/12 and had a seizure. it was a brain tumor.

my mom passed in december '08. my son comitted suicide 4/07. my best friend passed on 9/12/11 from a heart attack. he was 42.

i have 2 sisters, but we're not as close as i'd like us to be. they live in different states.

i feel so alone. all i have is my beloved cat. he's 11-1/2.

i'm not religious either.

i've bonded with my step daughter but i'm in phoenix and she's in atlanta.

i do have a few friends in new york.

my husband was my best friend. he was my soul mate. we were together almost 42 years.

when my time is up i doubt many people will miss me.