Same issues. I feel like I'm the scum of the earth a lot of days. Ironic, though, if someone else tells me so, I immediately go into fight mode - one big reason I haven't tolerated all of the "round up the mentally ill" threads very well.
Now, if someone compliments me, I hate that, too.
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