23. My twin and I aren't identical but our own mother couldn't tell us apart sometimes when
we called her. Once we both called her at different times and asked her the same question. Neither one of us knew the other called her and asked the same question. She told her about it when we got home. We lived at home. There is a special bond with your twin and it doesn't matter if your identical or not. I know I don't think I could get over my twin's death so easily even though we are separated. The first time I moved from home to another state I cried my eyes out. All of our firsts I missed like our birthdays. She it is hard. We come from a big family ourselves. I had 2 brothers and 4 sisters. Our youngest brother died also. Now I remember him as a baby holding him when we went to get our mom out of the hospital. He would have been 40. He also had lung cancer. He never smoked. There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of him. I bet you are the same. They are to young to go.