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oh look its a...what was the question?
Of course I'm easily distracted, its a defense mechanism from preventing the loss of what sanity I have/had/might have. Allows the mind to do something besides face realities. On my tombstone it will read: "It sounded like a good idea at the time".
Likely IF I hadn't been so distracted there are a great number of fool things I'ld never have done, okay an example is fair: a male-escort chased me for a year, he was a friend of a friend. WHO in their right mind would marry a male escort- on Valentine's Day no less...you're right, it wasn't eight weeks before he just had to go back to what was familiar. That little incident caused the IRS to tell me they were considering getting a RolDex for me.
To my friends- at the time, everyone of them told me "Why didn't you just pimp him out?" I am also pretty convinced the God in Heaven I believe in just rolled His eyes and said "Can you believe what she did this time?" BUT...it sounded like a good idea at the time.
with tears running down my face...thanks.
